Sara,

I’m doing your forced Gay Brainwashing Game, it’s working! I can’t get cock out of my mind now. Result! I went to an adult bookstore I found on the cruisingforsex site. Honest, I didn’t even know about it till I checked that gay cruising website. It’s about a half hour away, seedy area of town, fake storefront looks like a video store, yes, I mean videos! Not DVDs. Empty video cases on shelves, old movie posters on the wall, well that is if the 80’s are old, Grease, Nightmare on Elm Street. This gloryhole must have been an actual video store at some point in the past before Blockbuster put all of the local video stores out of business.

It was like stepping into the past, until the freaky looking gloryhole clerk brought me back to reality by looking up from a magazine and said, “what you’re looking for is in the back.”

So I walked into the back. There was a second clerk. A very punk emo goth looking girl. Cute except too many tattoos and piercings and troll doll green hair, you know, like those troll dolls people used to hang off their rear view mirrors.

“Bitch,” she said, “ya gotta get change for quarters to watch the gay videos.” She called me Bitch! Could she tell I’m a bitch? Or did she call everyone bitch? It got me a little excited. I gave her $2 and collected my quarters. “Behave Bitch! As you can tell, this is a fine establishment,” then she started laughing. “One fag to a booth.” “Yes ma’am,” I said. “I’m not a ma’am bitch. Get your gay ass into a booth. You’re in my space.” Then she went back to reading a Japanese manga graphic novel called ‘Ghost in the Shell’.

I chose a gloryhole booth and went in. I was feeling so nervous, like I might faint from excitement over sucking cock. I hadn’t sucked cock in about 4 years. I jerk off to cock 24/7, just need a push to get back to sucking dick and Sara, you and your forced Gay Brainwashing Game have given me that push.

Well to make a long story short, or a short story long, I did suck a cock. It was a white guy, packing about 7″, nice meaty, veiny cock. He came into the booth next to me. Did I say there were cut-outs in the walls? The true gloryhole style. The booths were too small for 2 guys to do anything. The guy put 2 fingers thru first and I said yeah, then his cock followed. I sucked it and I sucked it and it came! It pulsed into my mouth, what a load. I felt so gay. Sara, you are awesome. Thank you for getting me back on track with cocksucking! I’m going to call you as soon as my roommate isn’t home or is passed out!