Dear Sara,

It has been a long time since I updated you after getting gay brainwashed. 🙂 It has been quite a journey. And like I said to you before, your program has definitely made me 100% gay. And actually, I’m getting more sex because of it. LOL. So a big thank you for that. 🙂

I think the thing that surprised me the most after all this is how much I am into guys now. I don’t think you mentioned it in your assignments (and if you did, I can’t remember) but after a month or so I really started to look at guys differently. It wasn’t just their cocks I wanted… but I wanted them as well. There was a definite shift in sexuality that I guess I never really thought would happen. Where I once looked at a woman and got hard thinking about different things about her… her body, her breasts, her pussy, her hair, etc… now I look at men that way. Before, I would never look at a man and say he was attractive or cute or anything like that. Now I do it all the time, the same way I use to do with women. I realized that I still had an attraction for women and still find them beautiful and sexy, but don’t want to have sex with them. If you know what I mean? I would rather be tangled up with a hard muscular body and a pair of masculine hands grabbing me then anything else. :))

I guess I knew absolutely for sure that I was totally gay when I was caught staring at a few guys when I was out with some friends. By the third or fourth guy I was checking out, I just told them that “Yeah, I’m gay.” And that was that. (Okay, it wasn’t as simple as that. A couple of my friends are pretty homophobic, so they were a little shocked and pissed off. Within a few minutes of screaming at me they up and left. And you can say that we are no longer friends. So not so simple, but it doesn’t bother me.) I should mention that out of the 7 of us that had got together, 4 left because of what I confessed. Although I can’t say for sure if the 2 girlfriends of the guys had any opinion for or against because they had to leave with them. But to me, I did find out who my true friends were. My friend Crystal was the most curious. She asked me lots of questions about everything. We had hooked-up years ago for a little while… and we had great sex… so I think she was a little confused about the whole thing. I just said that it was something that was going on for a while with me and I wanted to try it. And when I did, I knew I wanted more. So from then and the past couple of months I guess you can say I came out of the closet.

Oh and before I forget, do you remember when I was telling you about meeting that guy Kris? I met him when I was doing the “tell a girl at a bar I was gay” part of the assignment… and she introduced us. Well, I actually hooked up with him a couple of weeks ago. We met up at this club downtown and got to talking. He remembered everything I told him and asked if I was still seeing someone, which I wasn’t. And this time, I was totally into him as well. Anyway, we ended up back at his place and fucked the night away. :)) I have to say he is a really great guy. Definitely hot. And also has a smoking hot and toned body… but unfortunately he is a little small where it counts. 😉 Doesn’t mean I won’t hook up with him again though. I think I’m becoming a bit of a size queen. LOL. :))

I’ve been online a few times over the last while, but like usual, we never seem to have the same schedule. I know at some point I will get you on the phone. :)) I’ve “played” with some other Flirts, but none have even come close to what you do. Your program works 100%. I know you mentioned before about you doing a level 3… and I’m curious to see what that includes. I will definitely be buying it. 😉 I really enjoy all your stories, assignments and blog. And I just saw your new website which is fantastic as well. ~your gayboy